Tuesday, December 22, 2015

So, what was it?

Why was Ellen DeGeneres mad at me, again?  If I ever say anything that mentions my cousin she doesn't like me or something?  I didn't do anything bad to my cousin.

Ellen DeGeneres especially favors, maybe "forgives," people she finds are attractive and not too stupid to not be.  I know that a lot of people struggle with weight.

Life in Limbo

It seems like I can't achieve in life without being stopped, unacknowledged socially by others, etc.

Just because I cursed about hurtful, illegal noises in my room that others think would be fine for them.  It's not illegal to curse.  I didn't do it in a sick way.  So what, I was able to stop.

What, I didn't mean to start anything.

My life, for instance the ability for me not to worry too hard about what I just said.

What they're doing now is reportable, ehe he he.

They're acting like I was so nasty with the words and think that what was done to me was justified by them.

Sufficiency

They are acting like someone is insufficient some but sufficient for others.

Conflicting Messages

I keep getting messages that Ellen DeGeneres helped decide what people do to be mean to me, like I don't care about it, anyway.  Then, she says that's not how it is.

Sneaking Around

I noticed my life is going further down the drain.  People are disrespecting me more.  They are sending me 2-sided messages.  People find that makes them smile.  I am like the hostage.

That is pretty sick and primitive.