Life Goes On

It's hopeless.  They keep taking away my relationships.  What can I do?  They have a wrong view of what's right and wrong.  I cannot live thinking this way.  And I have to grow up cuz I'll just get older.

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They say things that threaten me that I wish I could say every time but can't cuz it's too much excess, like things I can or can't do or that will happen that they make up.

Disturbed

I'm disturbed about the nature of the existence that lives Dr. Phil.  People need to stop teasing me with him just cuz I followed him on TV and online for a month and know about what he does, has some very smart points.  Anyway, that kind of life is depressing.  The tragedies are invalid.  I wonder if this is affecting me to this day.  I think people took the opportunity to make me even more lonely after that.  No one cares.

Problem

What, is this supposed to be cute?  Me getting bombarded by people or things I don't want to be?  They said that person was really stupid now.

Problem

These people experimenting on me got me upset to and I kinda said to stop and got agitated etc.

Problems

My dad kept acting suggestive like I wasn't white and I was bad.  He drove in a suggestive way, like that's what he had to do or something, jerking around trying to arouse me.  I pressed my foot on something and he woke up.  I accidentally opened the faucet too much when I was mad.

He sent me the secret message that someone I like is "stupid" in a stimulating way that won't go away.

Too Much Pressure

I feel a lot of negative energy.  They are trying to "take away the last person I liked" if something awkward happens where they find me at fault.

I don't know how to deal with this.  I'm not perfect and have my moments.  It's not always that bad, tho.

In the end, for other reasons, I will lose all the meaning in / having relationships.

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