Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Problems

I was out walking for 6 1/2 hours after the psychiatrist and eating out with my mom and had a great time.

I came home, and everyone beat at me for not calling my grandma.  My dad acted like he wasn't.

They are pretending it's okay someone I like went all out and goofed and is acting like a perv.  My dad put on someone playing guitar without being able to see, like some joke.  On the way home, I heard I would lose my eyesight.  It's a funkitated joke.

It is bothering me how they keep jumping at me in the experiment so I get startled like I'm bad.  They wait for a certain time apparently.  They need to stop whatever they did that was bad.

I was sitting with my dad.  He was talking.  I was trying to have a good time, but he kept being insulting and keeps thinking of me as being not white like he always has when he hasn't.  It's in an inappropriate way.  I just wanted him to stop being so annoying.  I told him he was bothering me and asked if anything was wrong.  He just keeps on like it's okay to drop the other shoe like I did it.  I want him to stop!  I don't owe him anything that he can be upset like this.

About my grandma, she demanded I called her and she had just been upset so I was afraid and hesitant.  I'm always on here about my problems and forgot.  I need a noteboard.  My dad said not to nail things, at 1st, so I haven't.

So, yea, my dad kept acting like I was bad because I didn't like the super annoying things he was doing to punish me.  I couldn't get anything out of him.  I did ask questions about it kinda as I could, but he acted like it didn't happen.