People keep saying if someone makes me think of something vicious that I really do bow down to others in submission, tho before this conversation it wasn't ever really so.
Also, I'm getting it's a joke I ask about things like bringing up Bella Thorne to me too much to act like I'm not good enough in comparison to others such as her.
Supposedly, it's a joke I ask if it's Ellen DeGeneres punishing and hurting me. If I disagree, it's like she gets mad. It seems weird she does this. I used to curse about illegal, hurtful noises she supposedly put in my room. That's why there's like an army of Ellen-ites against me. People think it's a given you don't argue Ellen and you worship her. Supposedly, it's that the noises weren't that bad or were okay. I even wonder if she'd be mean to me, anyway. She sometimes seems disgusted about me. If I have ever gotten an idea to makeover my life, it seems people/she has a fetish that it was ever done and keep berating me for not doing it before. In high school where she was from they were like that, too.