Someone is k***ed because of problems to do with me? It sounds superstitious and false, not a reason but a punishment.
I am afraid they want a relationship I have to end and not mean anything by bribing me with things like this and having me not talk about them or some such as the bargain. This is silly. My dad also keeps telling me things like that, like, "Don't do this or else this," and another catch. It's like someone I like started it and he's partly just the messenger.
I feel that my life has high points that are given up for others, like it has to be for them more or something.
It's like they keep telling me I can't have a relationship I have.
This is all for no good reason. You'll find it doesn't matter if an even bigger problem arises. This is not okay. I dunno, I think my dad is doing it, too.
I know the writing isn't exactly poetic, but I haven't tried to say anything bad.
No one has the right and grace to be mean to me like that.
Life only lasts so long, too. If you're looking for the end, there it is.
I think this was a surprise.
Sorry again, I know this isn't good writing like the last post. I just wanted to say that things are being done to stress me out like I can't do things cuza things I've done that shouldn't matter to people in my life now. I edited it a little bit of it. I might nap now. I was on a walk before. I read over it a few times, and I just need to stop. It's like I'm getting dizzy, but not physically.