So, it's like someone's mad at me and sorta "messing around" saying someone is better than me or something's only for them cuz I said something and I'm out to them and I'm not sure exactly why. People are "playing around" with me. I think my dad made it so no one could be nice to me. It's like the limbo for Bella Thorne, aha ha ha.
This is pressure on me and assuming I'm bad when I'm not.
I'm just saying. I don't believe in reserving things like I would be otherwise. So, if I do one little thing that someone later says they have an issue with it's out? Is it like they have so many particularities they could not ever recite them all?
I don't really care what the crowd thinks because of me and never did.
I'm not even making as big a deal about this. People think that what I do will affect it at all, too. Weirdos. I certainly do not believe it.
I think it's important everyone is happy. The only reason people are happy about Bella Thorne getting what I earn is that they know I still get it and that it's possible they will, like her.
I think with me around, kids tend to hold off. They want it now. They can't seem to say what they want about me.
Adults want different things or the same things in different ways.
Ha ha, so I'm safe online and can highlight these points. You wouldn't believe the liberties others take online. These points are not to be taken in offense. I feel people find me a nagging person cuz they don't wanna talk to a mixed race person who believes in themselves racially and as a person.
Maybe, others think they have the right to be mean to me.
Either way, it seems my purposes in life are slipping, which include to meet people and not to be embarrassed/humiliated. Maybe, you think it can't matter. Then, what's wrong with me saying all this? It's not "bad."
I understand that it's a bit much and that crowds are hard to please for some/a lot of things. They just think thye're all that.
I guess you can look at the way Bella Thorne is involved in some other way than me being in trouble.
What will anyone get out of being mean to someone like me? Maybe, some people just seem mean/upset. Fine, I understand if people do not want to give me attention, but I deserve to be as respected as anyone else. Maybe, they think it's unfair I'm just lucky with good parents.
I guess you can ask yourself am I really that good? I'm just a normal person suffering but no great achiever in life personally. It's crazy. People are in a trans like they have to be like the haters of Jesus and the Nazis under Hitler to me. Some people are nice but have issues.
It is fun to give children attention if they can hold it. It's usually uncomfortable. Teenagers seem to have strong moods and act very self-centered by nature.