Monday, December 21, 2015

Problem

My dad was acting really mean.

In 2013, I kicked the chairs of 2 boys in a community college theater class in a way that seemed to be "flirting" partly.

I did this cuz people kept getting to me and they knew it but acted like they didn't.  Also, it didn't hurt the boys.  No one in my life helped stop what a lotta people do to me.

People keep trying to make me feel bad about it now.

Other things you may want to know is I used to leave the class, for instance if I felt the teacher was bothering me and went to counseling.  My teacher said not to leave and do that.  Also, when I asked her about an assignment cuz I was in financial aid when she gave it, she ripped my paper with her pen and was being violent.  Once I got a wrong assignment asking a student, and that's when she bothered me, too.

How does that make me a mean, bad person?  I wasn't trying to onset an attack with anyone.  I said it was more like "flirting" and so didn't hurt.

Also, my dad was acting like the teacher told him to relay what he did, but I find out from real people they don't do these things, too.

People are trying to get back at me for the occasional once in a blue moon moments when I have a hard life and mean no harm.