I guess I'm some insane from all the pressure.
I hate how people make a big deal of when I'm upset when I'm beat down. No one cares if I'm beat down, but some do. I guess this is dangerous, but you shouldn't channel negative energy to me. I didn't really attack anyone and don't do things like that. Sometimes, I feel affected by others. I dunno. I said I was under pressure and like would mess up, but they all leave it to me and get at me if I do something silly and say it's potential danger. I'm aware of that.
I worry I'll get sick from this, like serious cancer. It looks like the kind of thing. I see I care about my life but I'm getting tortured. They keep jumping at me every day like hot tamales. I don't approve of it. It's channeling wasteful, negative energy. I need real exercise. I wonder if I should try those dance classes. I went out and walked or jogged 3 times today each for at least an hour.