My mom was being very mean making noises in the kitchen that were very loud and bothersome. In the end, I talked to her about it and she just reacted like I was attacking her. Like I said, I guess I should have just posted about it here. She thinks I was bothering her to ask. She put my life down the dumps, it seems she claims. I keep getting negative messages from people supposedly from someone I like, as usual. Do you know how pathetic this is? I was just asking my mom cuz I knew it was wrong and later found it could make me mad. She acted like I was the one hurting her. Maybe, I asked several times and that was too much. Supposedly, a certain aspect of a relationship is compensated. I know no one else gets jeopardized like this. They are racist and forewarned about me. She just had to go and ruin it and thinks I deserve nothing to be safe. That's thinking your bait is a fish. I didn't ask her to be proud. Now, something in my life is ruined. My parents are messed up. I think my dad started it. They just rebound at me if ever I find reason to be upset with their anger/peevishness.
The people experimenting on me are messing with me that I deserve this. My relationship is over. They are saying I have to be the one to talk to someone else. Come on, what is this? You don't seem to know what someone else said to me, lying. I can't trust this. Come on, I need my relationship back. What's going on? You can just do whatever you want to anyone you want?
Gonna go for a walk. So, gotta go. Will post this and see what happens.