..they're onto me.
Pretty much, if I am pretty non-upset for a long time, it's better, but it's bound to happen sooner or later, some slip like being a nuisance to my parents for something. So, pretty much they are just waiting for me to mess up under pressure to take away every relationship I have by telling these people via experimenting on me what not to do and them bothering me all the time at home.
This is the kind of thing I said didn't make sense outside of the experiment if that can be.. that when people match with my personality they have a problem with me getting attention from others cuz they are jealous.
They also have it set I can't have it good. I am always insulted by them and worried. They chose when the page saves and how the computer loads and the ads to send me insulting or hurtful messages.
This is pathetic. I am a well-behaved person who people like outside of the experiment. This experiment has brought on a lotta stress and weird situations. I have a bad feeling about this.
Ever since the experiment became known to me, I felt like people were cursing me out in what they relayed. It wasn't the best times.
Sorry, if I'm bad in some way, but if I am bad I tend to regret it and not do it again, maybe. I just don't think I am out to get anyone. I get put in too many weird situations under pressure. I know that is just the hatred.