As I was out, cars kept nagging at me. I didn't curse at them, but curse words came to mind. I tried to ward it off in the end cuz maybe it matters. It was confusing. I felt them in my body all attacking me with curse words at the end I believe they flipped onto me. I certainly did not want to curse.
Maybe, my mind is tired.
I also feel more trapped in this life.
Everyone is just hating on me frantically searching for their own comfort.
So, sorry, if anyone feels bad about what ended up happening sorta.
I feel that people I know have a grudge on me. They just wait and come and land in my life and mess it up and tell me I'm no good! They have to apply stress on me, and I can't seem to deal with it. I'm tired of this.
So, yea, things have been pretty good. Just, why did this happen, then? I think they want the end to be unhappy for me. This needs to end. It's not good for anyone in the world.
People are crazy mad at me. So many. Then, I see my mom and dad and still it's depressing. I have no escape. People want things from me. I hope I can learn not to succumb.
I need to eat now and am so thirsty!